Life.... sucks... y??..cuz.. ob everything that happened to me....

can i eba hab a life where.. i dun hab to...  worrie bout money....  worrie bout skool work...or not worrie bout.. just everything??? u did.. god gib mee this kinda life????i try everything.... to not show mah inner feeling.. buh i can't...i hide mah self too much.. and and i can't take this no more.... some one switch life wif mee once??? please???? i cry every daii.. and pray to god.. and.. i kno that is not all.. that i hab to do t make mah life betta.. buh.. i try mah best..i try.. to keep mah grades up in skooll.. i try.. to do alot ob house work.. so mah parents could b happy.. buh .. wat happens.. mah parents come home.. alll depressed bout.. how.. itz soo hard to make money now!!! mah dad hides it.. mah umma. doesn't she tellz mee everything...buh... i can't take this.. i reallie wanna go out rite now.. and work.. and do something fo mah parents.. buh.. rite now.. all they want mee to do is... studie...well i kno i hab to buh.. omg!!!

ahhhhhh...life suckz.....can some one help mee..!!! i reallie need a shoulder to lean on rite now..!!!! life.. fo mee..just suckss... church probz.. kill mee... familie prob.. skool prob??? well wateba.. all this probz... and all i can do is keep it is..and help otha pplz wif there prob....u kno y.. cuz i dun tell n e one no mo.. bout mah feelings.. cuz too much pplz hab betrayed mee and i can't trust n e one....the onlie pplz  i can trust r nancy.. mah sis.. and jae moon.. they r the onlie pplz.. that kno how i feell... buh sometimes they dun even no... buh rite now... i can even sell mah bodie.. to make mah parents happie!!!!! i reallie wanna go bak to mah old life.. in NY... it was.. just a relaxin thing there..!!!!!!! i miss mah... old friends.. life.. and just mah... old self.....!!!!!!!!!!!! and that happie ness...!!! i'm like repeatin everything.. like oba and oba..!! 

                  I REALLIE NEED A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON RITE NOW..... AND... I NEED SOME CONFORT.. BUT MOSTLIE.. I WANT... MAH MONEY.. WELL I DUN.. BUH MAH PARENTS DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH     EUN HA MI CHIN DAH.........

Jae moon nor Nancy is not on.. i can't tell n e ob them......rite now all i wanna do is.. cry... buh i shouldn't.. mah parents will.. just saii something... ahhhh n  e one hab a solution????? to make eun ha feel betta?????????????????????   cuz.. i think.. ib this keeps up.. i'm not gunna b libbin... fo a long time... ahh ssang... SOMETHING GOOTZ HAPPEN PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  FUCKIN LIFE.. WOOD MAH PARENTS KNO.. THAT.. I FEEL LIKE THIS????

imma change church.. church is gibbin mee manie probz..!!!!!!!!!!!!ahhhhh......i might not even go to n e church... it dun matta where we praise god.. just matta that.. we hab the proper .....attitude... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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